Here I Am..This..is Me...

Have been spending the past few days with mom, at Ramachandra,and it makes me see  how much medicine has progressed in so many years.. How many things have come to make the patients life so much easier... Really life is becoming much more simpler.. and I am surprised to see so many people being treated.... The hospital by itself is a township by itself.. spanning 175 acres of vast land... and so many people walk in these corridors... It's like a 5 star hotel with LCD Screens and modern beds.. not the type you get in your local GH.. It's just that if you have the money,flaunt it... or in simpler words..if you can afford it...come here..and get treated... Being with Mom,gave me much needed quality time with her, caring for her and catering to her every need... I am so happy that I am able to be of some service to her, after all she has done so much for me...since I was a kid... She was the one who stayed up when I had a fever, or cried when I scrapped my knee...

Something I read recently and wanted to post here.. It's from Seechange Group..   1. Life does not work through indecision. Indecision promotes blocks, confusion and stress. Make a decision and allow life to find movement through you. Trust yourself.  2. The three C's of life are courage, capacity, and commitment. It takes courage and commitment to make many of life's decisions and capacity to follow them through. The three C's of successful relationship are caring, consideration and communication. Communication opens the door between us, consideration allows us to pass through it and our ability to care for each other unites us.  3. Truth is not the truth out of timing yet it remains the truth. We are the timing to recognize the truth.  4. For as long as we search God self, we deny that we are it. Loving yourself reveals your truth.  5. Imagine a room of pitch dark and a room of bright light connected by a door. When you open the door what happens? Light flood in

Mom went in for a surgery and my life seemed to have stopped.. My mind doesn't seem working..and I can't find anything... Let alone find myself... I can't make breakfast or let alone a coffee.. Cos you see I am used to coffee in bed,given by my dearest Mom.. I don't know what I will do without her,next few weeks.. Life is going to be very difficult.... I seem disoriented..and like living in a dream like state... How is my life going to go on...?

Choose   It's quiet.   It's early.   My coffee is hot.   The sky is still black.   The world is still asleep.   The day is coming.   In a few moments the day will arrive.   It will roar down the track with the rising of the sun.  The stillness of the dawn will be exchanged for the noise of the day. The calm of solitude will be invaded by decisions to be made and deadlines to be met. For the next twelve hours I will be exposed to the day’s demands. It is now that I must make a choice.   I CHOOSE LOVE... No occasion justifies hatred; no injustice warrants bitterness. I choose love. Today I will love God and what God loves.   I CHOOSE JOY... I will invite God to be the God of circumstances. I will refuse the temptation to be cynical... the tool of the lazy thinker. I will refuse to see people as anything less than human beings created by God. I will refuse to see any problem as anything less than an opportunity to see God.   I CHOOSE PEACE... I will live forgiven. I will forgi

It's an universally accepted fact.. that a Guy and Girl can't ever be friends... I totally agree to that... I mean..don't get me wrong.. I have a few guy friends.. and they are wonderful.. They are there as and when I need them... ready to help me in any time of need... They are the 3am guys who I can rely on.. I haven't fallen for any of those guys.. come on they are friend's right...??? But there are special someone's who, you would rather be more than a friend... Such special persons come once in a lifetime.. and wish the "Friendship" word didn't come between you both so often.. When you wished it was something else.... Love sometimes begins in such friendships.... As someone said that day.. You seem to be clear about the friendship... and are interacting in a normal friendly way... But somewhere your friend seems to be unclear about your relationship... Thats when I sat down and began to realise,  the gravity of th

Pucha Kisi Ne Haal Bari Muddaton K Bad, Aaya Mera Khyal Bari Mudaton K Bad, Karta To Hai Wo Yaad Mujhy Chaht Se Magr, Hota Hai Ye Kamal Bari Muddaton K Bad. Mera bus chale to teri yaden kharid loon Apne jeene k waste teri baten kharid loon Kar saken jo har waqt deedar tera Sub kuch luta kr wo ankhen kharid loon. Yahan khamosh nazron ka nazara kon bnta hai Boht gehre samndr ka kinara kon bnta hai Chalo Hm dekhte hen ab khud ko brbad kar ke bhi Hmari brbadiyon me bhi hamara kon banta hai

Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it. What is Love? My favorite description of love is from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin: "Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. It is eternal..and yet we pursue it.. -St. Augustine

Why is that I am lonely.. even though I have every one.. I can't seem to find happiness..with anyone or any place.. It is a virtual paradox... I have everything..yet I have nothing... As the sun shimmers thru my bedroom window... bringing...bright light..into my room... I pause to wonder if it's bringing any light into my dull life.. As the birds chirp happily in the tree nearby.. I wonder how long it has been since I have laughed heartily... Why ..is it when I have so many friends  and so called acquaintances... But the sad truth is that I am terribly lonely... I am like a directionless ship in the open sea... No destination...to go...no place to reach.... Just going where ever the waves take me.... I seek companionship in people who are friends... I seek happiness in talking to new people.... I get some relief in these interactions.... I laugh,I smile and I speak.... Share a few jokes and share a few wo

I dont wish to be everything to everyone,  but I would like to be something to someone.-Javan Have you ever been in a position that you are receiving some mixed signals.. I mean the people who you relate to day by day, aren't as they seem..or don't do as they say... I am in one such situation now.. No it's not that my friend says things behind my back... It's what they say on your face is....more confusing..... Life was pretty normal and mundane.. but then Ah Well..things changed.. It started as a normal friendship.. With lot of misunderstandings and harsh words spoken... But then thats all things of the past...and now... We are beyond that... We care for each other..and look out for each other... day in and day out.... Our Interactions are varied... Some day's my friend is the warmest person on earth.. Some day's my friend is icy cold..like the Great Antartica.. and just pretends that I just don't exist..... Some day's my fr

Hum to lut gaye unki ek muskaan pe, Adayein dekhkar phas gaye mohabbat mein, Gar khuda bhi punche qayamat pe, To keh denge ki mit gaye sharafat mein. Deewane hai tere naam ke is baat se inkar nahi, Kaise kahe ki hume aapse pyar nahi, Kuch to kasoor hai aapki adao ka, Hum akele to gunhegar nahi…..

My friend is the bestest...  brings me a smile on a sad day... a query when I am serious...and a cutest smile just for me... Well..I haven't smiled so much in a while, but now that my friend's here... I feel warm inside and my heart feels lighter... It feels nice to have someone..who makes monday's more cheerful... It's great that a friend can bring so much joy to you...out and Even though we don't spend time together much... but we know we are there for each other....... Silently ...being there...for each other... Holding hands in difficult circumstances...... And sharing joy in each other's victories.... and just lending a helping hand....whenever needed.. It's  not too hard to be a friend.... Just reach out and touch someone's heart... and you are sure to get a friend........

I don't know why it's so difficult to let you go? I don't know why it's so hard to let you know... That It's many days ago you went away... Somewhere in my heart,But I still love you... I hear your voice,and the feelings come again... I see you every time,and my eyes fill again.... tears of sadness...as we aren't the same again... I want to be beside you...walking hand in hand... I want that love same again... I don't know why it's so difficult to let you go? It's just that in many ways... It's so hard to let you know.... Somehwhere in my heart,I still love you... This Pain refuses to go away... This memories remain in my heart....till eternity... Why did you leave me...? Why did you go away? You never gave a reason.... You never asked my feelings.... You never estimated the depth of my love.... Some many questioned unanswered... So many dreams unfulfilled.... I want you back with me.. I wish that somewhere you are also

Smile and the World Smiles with you... Cry and cry alone... Well...it's your real friends who will cheer and encourage you at every step.. There are times when you feel down,such friends..just cheer you up.... without saying a word.. You are fortunate if ever in life you have found someone who just makes you smile.. Life is ups and downs,twists and turns...and isn't a smooth ride..... Can you name one such friend...

It's not everyday that natural exuberence and happiness shows all day, Today must have been one day like that..I seemed to be happy... And as things would go,my friend asked me..why so happy..today Any special reason... Any things which you are willing to share.. Now where can I describe..I really don't know what's making me smile.. Life seems interesting..and Beautiful than before...and the silly part is that I can't seem to put a reason to it.... I guess being happy and contented with yourself is itself, is enough to make you a happier person... Find the peace with yourself and your fears..then see how life becomes more wonderful...

2K10..hmm...the year has finally begun..and it began with what style.. Life is the very same..yet it feels different... New Hopes..New Dreams..and New Plans... Hope that this year gives me enough good times and good memories..to go along.. I hope to make new friends,and keep the old one's close to my heart.. You can't forget the old people who supported you,just because new people have entered your life... My Resolutions for 2k10... 1.Not to work too hard...Whenever possible... 2.To try hard on relationships,to make them work... 3.To maintain a healthy lifestyle... 4.To take enough breaks as and when I need it.. 5.To focus on my career... 6.To finally make a decision on my long term goals... 7.Not to fight on frivilous matters with friends...after all life is short... 8.To Enjoy all the perks of my Single life...till I am ahem Single.. 9.To make someone smile everyday.. 10.To respect and honour my Parents more... Well thats all attainable .... lets see..at