Here I Am..This..is Me...

ummm...watsup dudes and dudettes... it's been one month..dears... life has been hectic..and things have happened..and times have gone by... and hmmm...am back to one job..again.. the 2 jobs routines..are a little taxing...on my mind,body and spirit.. and oh that bloody office politics...hehe... there's one jerk at my workplace..who's after me..and makes life miserable.. he doesn't leave an oppurtunity..to make fun of me...and make jokes..abt me and my family... well..guess..wat i did? i put hm in place..i waited for my senior dentist...to return from his holiday..and i told him things as they are...i literally called a spade a spade..no wishy washy...haaha .. ;) and things..were explained..and i left the job..to take up some other job..but not before..making..my stand clear.. Well..i am proud of myself.. i finally got the confidence..to speak up for my rights..!!!!!!!!!!!

You Have a Melancholic Temperament Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?

Your Birthdate: March 20 You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My love for You.. oh how can i explain..how much i love..you? How can i say how much you...mean to me? For it isn't easy for me to say.."I Love You" Is it..the sound of your voice.. that makes..me love you? Is it the little things..you do? I can't explain wat made me love you... But all i know is..that..i truely do... But it's still difficult for me to say "I love you" My love for you... Oh how can i explain how much i love...you? Is it the fact that i yearn for your time? y do i feel you are so..near yet so apart.. My love for you... Transcends...Time and Distance... and I End up dreaming of you... and I secretly hope that.. somewhere..you are thinking of me too... My love for you.. My eyes...scan to see..your face in a crowd... My ears...strain to hear the sound of your voice... My heart..beats..as one when am near..you.. Infact..i don't hear my heart.. I think i hear yourz... My love for you... Our love can't be explained... Our love can't

Well..Well..Well.. I have finally decided to get up and smell..the roses? Atleast am not wasting time and smellin the pansies... I have finally decided to get on with my life.. and move on.. Lets..c...wat i have on my list... Am ..workin on settin up a clinic... and all..near to velachery.. or mayb buyin..sum other clinic.. within the city.. :) Aha..I spoke to kamlesh,cos his clinic is also.. avail for lease..hehe Well...we all have to settle down some time.. and if we reach a certain stage of maturity... we..will understand the need to slow..down.. and plan life..as..the future is where you are gonna..live.. The past is past..and is mean to be forgotten.. hmmmm....cos..ahhh..well.. oh so many reasons.. Cos many reasons..hehe.. Well..i have told my best friend.. to see a place..and get back to me..soon... lets c..if he does that..well.he will..he will.. it's only a matter of time.. ;) Then..am workin on another..matter.. and that..is..hmmm.... I guess..i need..sum time to hear myse

14 SiiGNZ OF FALLiiN iiN LOVE [.FOURTEEN.]: YOU CLOSE UR EYES..AND SEE HIS FACE.. ALL THE TIME. [.THIRTEEN.]: WHEN YOUR ON tHE PHONE WItH tHEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS tHEM EVEN WHEN It WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. [.TWELVE.]: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS OR IM'S OVER AND OVER AGAIN. [.ELEVEN.]: YOU WALK REALLY SlOW WHEN YOU'RE WItH THEM [.TEN.]: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER THEY'RE AROUND. [.NINE.]: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME [.EIGHT.]: YOU SMIlE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. [.SEVEN.]: WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER. [.SIX.]: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM [.FIVE.]: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. [.FOUR.]: YOU GEt HIGH JUSt FROM THEIR SCENT. [.THREE.]: YOU REAlIZE THAt YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. [.TWO.]: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. [.ONE.]: WHILE READING THIS, THER

It's May..it's May.... hmmm.. hehe..and i got over the spring..fever..of my birthday.. and now..i guess.. it's borin..summer in chennai.. And of god!! y doesn't rain? here????????? Isn't it too..HOTTT????????????? come on..gimme sum rain...lets..all..do a ancient witch..tribal..dance.. and stand in a circle..and pray for rain.. apadiyachu chennai'le malzhai varuma? heehehhe..Well..the monsoon is suppossed to cross..over us.. on so and so..date ie 22nd may to be exact..errr... then lets..c if...the silly Lord Indra..take pity on Us..poor Chennaites!! Hmmm...apart from tat..it's been three..months.. since i turned a year older.. and lets..see..what i have achieved in this..past 3 months? Aaaaaaaah..Well..i moved off my lazy butt..and got myself..a job.. and refused to let circumstances..at home..prevent me from working.. And now that i am workin..i work 12 hours... a day..hmm..and well..it's a little hectic.. But..i guess...it had to be that..way.. I neede

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. 12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. 13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. 14. A smile means a lot to a girl. 15.If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. 16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave. 17. But if she still calls you or expects a call from you, stay. 18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her. 19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. 20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. 21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. 22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is s

1.When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. 2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. 3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.) 4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. 5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. 6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them. 7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? 8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. 9.If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject h

Hmmmm... Well...hehe..i have completed..one month in my new job.... and guess..wat..i got my paycheck... yest... and boy .. wat a relief it..was..to earn on ur own... cos..u c..i have been thru..lots..of things..lately.. many were forced circumstances.. and some i forced..myself...into.. i haven't been able to work past one year..cos of mom's illness.. and all.. and oh ya..i went to new zealand..for a good six months.. :) so the question of the continuation in my dental profession .. wasn't there.. neways...now tat..i am busy..i am too...busy.. I work two jobs..and tat too..in two different..hospitals.. and ummmmmmmmm..i don't have much time..at all..to myself.. But then as cutie pie... says.am packed..hehe..well..he is too.. na na..he's vetti.. he just works..in one place..and apram after that.... he's lazying at home.. Well..we had a looooooooong..chat...tat day..and hmm.. i had called..him after 1 year.. so we had..lotsa catching up to do.... aaaaaaah..well..

-----------------MARCH BABY -------------------- Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want themto, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always go

RAINBOWS If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. And share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be...what I know best, a friend that's always there. ~Khahlil Gibran~

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experien

F.R.I.E.N.D.S Who do we call as a friend? is it..someone..who we share or someone..we care? Who do we call.. when we need someone..there..?????????? Someone who will not... make a fuss..when u call..up 3AM in the morning... When you just can't sleep and need someone to talk...??????? and mayb just discuss.. the weather in london..or the rain in spain??????? Someone..who shares your dreams... and worries..whether you would get there... and Reach the Stars... A Friend is also someone..who is there.. to give you a push when ur down... and says....go on give ur your best shot.. and there right behind you if you fall.......... Someone..who stands.. by you no matter..wat the world..says.. No matter if you in the wrong.. they still refuse to leave ur side... Who do we call as a Friend??????????? Someone who Shows you the right path.. when you are in the wrong... Someone who tells..you now... Buddy this is the Real deal... Someone..who says..well.. i don't c

Nethra: hey! well well well, hadnt visited ur blog site for quite a while now. pardon me for i got exams coming up. went there just now and read 3 blogs of urs. i guess being cheated by anybody u thought was close to u hurts. very badly and i am glad u r looking at the brighter side. as always, every cloud has a silver lining. grey or white! ur blog strikes as a very emotional one since gratitude is oozing out from every fibre of ur body! its good to know u have so mane people in ur life who bring out the sunshine in u! keep the spirit going! cheers!

hmmmm... Well...this is in continuation of the Friends..or Family..post.. Ummm.........in the most recent instance... Both my friends..and Family have played a great role.. in helping me back to my feet and makin me go on with life.. And... i guess..both of them..are rightfully in their..own place..and i can't compare..them... My Family is the one who gave me Life...and the Will to live.. And they stand by me..even when am in a crazed..mood..and a total..rebel.. Well..they can't be wrong.. though i always..seem to think they are.. When in Reality..they are right most of the time.. and mayb it's their intution that saves..me oh so many times... Ahhhhhhh...now to my friends..who i call my Angel..Network... Hmmmm..lets..c ahh..oh.. i wanna name my good friends.. who i met over the past six months.. some met... some not yet..met... but they are still there and always..will be there.. when ever i need..them..silently waiting..for me in the shadows.. Always...protecting..me and w

somewhere... "The road to success..is always..under construction... You have to surpass yourself..and cross the limits.. to achieve..the ultimate.. Besides.."Success...is not..a destination...it..is a onward..jounrney.." Now watcya...say...???????????

Hiya.. well..tat was a kinda whirlwind vacation.. and of course..my dears.... I enjoyed every bit of it..espl.. the company of my wonderful grandparents.... who dote on me and have blessed..... me tat i wud get a handsome..guy.....with money,power..and ahh..so many other things.. and most importantly a guy who would worship the ground i walk...on... to marry oh so soooooooooooon..lol... :) aaaaaah..well..thats another story...dears!!!! lol... now that am a little wiser..than before... I am back on track and going full steam ahead... and focussing on my career..and my lovely family.. Who stood by me in my sad..times.. and gave me strenght and the will to go on... and picking up on my life.. which i left oh so many moons..ago.. just for a asshole..a jerk who.. was the most insensitive..two timing..freak on earth!!! I don't need a bloody guy to keep me up..no no... Ummmm............am much happier now..being single... I dont need to get into relationships.. where..i get hurt.. Which w

You came as a gentle breeze.. and took my heart away... Your love..made..me smile..and made...me say... You are the...one i have been waiting for... You are the one..i had been saving up my heart for.. You are the reason and the cause.... You are the belief in wat is..and wat was... Your love came as a gentle breeze... and took my heart away.... My heart was...empty...and god knew..tat..and said.. Hey...wait i will send you a angel..you way... A angel..who has..a heart as..yours... A person who will love you for..your heart..and not ur face.. A person..who loves your heart of gold.. In short a person like you..my love... Your love..makes..me look as each day anew.. and gives..me strenght to go thru... Your love makes..me strong to face the world... and makes...me believe..in me... Your love came as a gentle breeze and took...my heart away... I long to be with you... and spend most of my days.. dreaming of..you I hope that somewhere you are thinking of me too.... Your love..makes me...w

family...umm wat comes to ur mind when u think..good ol' mom and dad...a sneaky brother...and a sis...and oh yea...grandma ...grandpa.. so wat makes us love them..and wat makes us loathe them... wat evea...dears..ur stuck with them for life... thats..y.. god gives...ur friends...atleast in some part our life... we have the freedom to choose...our own circle... Gosh i thought family means... sharing..caring..and being there..for one and another..in good times..and bad times... Well..know wat..u can share and care with ur friends..too.. and they will be more understanding..and caring..towards...u.. and listen with a impartial..ear..and lend u advice only when u aske for it...not like... ur family who keeps advicing u 24/7..and putting u down..when u fail... Well..sometimes.. friends..become much more than ur family and you care for them more than you do for ur own..self.... thats when u become a selfless..human being..taking joy in giving..than in receiving..things... people talk abt