Ma's Not here..and My life is stopped

Mom went in for a surgery and

my life seemed to have stopped..

My mind doesn't seem working..and I can't find anything...

Let alone find myself...

I can't make breakfast or let alone a coffee..

Cos you see I am used to coffee in bed,given by my dearest Mom..

I don't know what I will do without her,next few weeks..

Life is going to be very difficult....

I seem disoriented..and like living in a dream like state...

How is my life going to go on...?