Here I Am..This..is Me...

Chennai......Our Singara Chennai.... oooooh....I really drool for my city... Given a chance I would really die here in Chennai itself... You see I was born in Chennai in Military Hospital in Nandambakam, and since that day I have been returning here for some reason or other....... We have it all the culture,the IT Corridor,the BPO'S ... and mostly the youngsters..who make chennai a Hot and Happening...Place... I have lived in Chennai since 96 and since then I have grown from a schoolgirl to college rowdy and then a polished Dentist.....and now... a Banker... My Chennai has given me all... The Countless Coffee Day's ....the Marina Beach trips... the Vadapalani Temple.....Inox,Spencers...... I have been there...seen it all... Who can forget Citi Center...my weekend hangout...where me and mom had uncountable sandwiches and KFC'S.... I love the feeling of family and togetherness....that I get here.... I have seen many cities of the world...but Never had the feel of Home... Chen...

Why does the day begin so silent for me... Why doesn't the sun shine...so bright.. Isn't there....a ray of hope... Isn't there....a chance for scope? Life seems so dull without you here... Life isn't life if you don't care.... I want to live my life with you.... Somewhere I hope that you love me too... Why does the day begin so silent for me.... Why doesn't the sun shine so bright????? I hear every footstep hoping it's you... I strain to hear every word just to hear your voice... I want to be with you,I want to be your life... Life isn't life without you here.... If I want to live,I want to live my life with you..... Is it the magic of your love that has made me so????? Is it the care and warmth that you have shown that has made me glow????? Why does the day begin so silent for me.... Why doesn't the sun shine so bright..... I want to be there...in sickness and health... I want to be there ,...in poorness and wealth.... I want to share every moment w...

Hmmm... Another...Guy  Another Day...again a false start....no beginnning..!!! Mom had seen a so called engineer, for me and we are all pumped up to meeting him,then on the last minute,they say nopes... the boy wants to work in Haryana... and isn't coming down south for next 2 years... Wooosh...again my dreams get squashed and broken down to pulp... Come on..why is it..that We girl's have to be to only one's to give up a job or get a transfer to accomadate the boy's will?  Hmmm...? Huh Huh? Isn't the girl's career of any importance...? Are we just made to marry,and have kids and play house-house? I don't feel that is my goal in life...I mean that I do want to marry, have a husband...have children and set up a home... But not at the cost of my career and definately I am never going to give up my job...!! No sire' never in the 100 years...come on .. Daddy has finally managed to made me stand up on my two little  princess feet and face the world.. and I am ...

The past one year from last April to this April,well... I have made so many accquaintances and friends... that I sometimes lose count...men I abhor..cos they are wasters after your body or after your money...especially those young guns...who are just starting up in life....they just want to have a free ride...I am fed up of all these second class treatment... I want a real Man who can stand up for me,protect me,care for me  and be loving towards me in every way... Hopefully I am going to be there to totally support him in every way, that is possible by me......... I haven't yet found such  "prince charming" not that  he exists....but then a girl can sure hope for the best.....till then... am enjoying the have-been's and maybe not....guys.....hehehehe I have made many pals,and one of them is Radhika,she also calls a spade a spade, and is a lot like me...she hates hypocrites and brings people down to earth if they mess with her...I admire her a lot...cos I am in many wa...

A completely new cycle begins today.. a new financial year...a new way..a new day... Now that we are in the banking industry, we rely on the financial year to start our accounts... you can say our life totally revolves around money... It's all about the money honey!! Oh well,they say money makes the world go around and  in some ways that is true... In some ways it is not all that money counts... it's the love and affection from your loved ones...... that keeps us going.... We should think about the small things that are our blessings in life ... such as the sun shining every day.... and the birds chirping in the trees... your dog nuzzling into your bedsheet...and kissing you all over.... your mom making hot coffee early morning, even when you haven't got out of your pyjamas.... such things can't be bought with money.... these are all god's gifts...and have to experienced ....