Here I Am..This..is Me...

My love for You.. oh how can i explain..how much i love..you? How can i say how much you...mean to me? For it isn't easy for me to say.."I Love You" Is it..the sound of your voice..  that makes..me love you? Is it the little things..you do? I can't explain wat made me love you... But all i know is..that..i truely do... But it's still difficult for me to say "I love you" My love for you... Oh how can i explain how much i love...you? Is it the fact that i yearn for your time? y do i feel you are so..near yet so apart.. My love for you... Transcends...Time and Distance... and I End up dreaming of you... and I secretly hope that.. somewhere..you are thinking of me too... My love for you.. My eyes...scan to see..your face in a crowd... My ears...strain to hear the sound of your voice... My heart..beats..as one when am near..you.. Infact..i don't hear my heart.. I think i hear yourz... My love for you... Our love can't be explained... Our love can'...

Lets see...the topic that I have chosen is a well-debated subject and is mostly unexplained... Ultimately Marriage is a Mystery... which no one can solve...and it is a constant journey.... As scientists always know it is highly unnatural for two people to be living together  in the same space,and stepping on each other's toes.... Hmmmm....here people would be sharing much more than living quarters...it would be total mind,body and soul...... Hmm....wonder how it is going to be...many say We have to make a lot of adjustments and give in a lot to the other person..... I feel that love and forgiveness that the other person is only a human are enough  to see you through.....Life will automatically adjust itself..... I suggest going into marriage with an open mind,with no expectations...no delusions....and definately no hallucinations...... Just spend your time savouring every moment and soaking in the sweetness of married life.... after all when the "Honeymoon" phase is over....

Hiya...Am back after a great holiday at my Grandparents...Wow...what a wonderful time I had.. Enjoyed to the max....was fussed over,cuddled...and cared for past four days....and it was a nice experience to have some elders who we could spend time...with...After all time waits for no one...and God knows what will happen to us and them in future... We want them to be everlasting...and permanent....If only God would allow us that Privilage...?? It feels so nice to have grandparents who dote on you...and give you unconditional love.... Where do we get such Love nowadays...it doesn't exist....... I really had a lot of fun after a very long...time...and my sweetheart cousins were there...and We had a blast...of course Pluto was a big buffoon...and also wanted all the attention... Overall...Mom and me...had a whale of a time and we are back to good ol' Chennai once again...and there starts our routines once again...and though I go back to work only on Monday... the time starts ticking...

I know that I was born many many moons ago...but was  I really living life to the fullest?????? Was I really enjoying...the days...was I really experiencing................every minute? I guess...no....nopes....it wasn't the case........It was just a mundane routine...home..office and home again..or home clinic and home...again..no interest..no motivation and no go in me...I was just rushing through life...like a blue house fly...with no specific purpose... Now I wonder..how did I waste so many days.....and waste so much valuable time.... when I could have achieved so much more.  I feel that I have a reason for living...a reason...to make a better person of myself...I feel happy and alive when I get up in early morning... Every day seems new...and refreshing.. I sincerely believe...that If you wish for the very best....and pray for it from the heart... God gives it to you...even though it maybe delayed.............but ultimately he gives your wish... and someday all your dreams com...

Life...how to sum it up?of course we are not such great guru's to explain life's  countless mysteries...in one sentence.... Then what can we say? how can we spell it out? Life is basically a journey...and it can become either heaven or hell... depending on how our attitude is there towards..it. What you give life...it gives back the same to you... You show happiness in being alive ....life is wonderful for you... but if you show resentment that life is a burden...it would ultimately seem like that... Remember Life is meant to be lived....It is meant to be enjoyed... It is meant to be experienced... And you cannot experience it through the A/C interiors and the dark glasses of your Mercedes... You have to go out and see the real world....and see the joys that await you... See Life as an oppurtunity and try to make it a wonderful experience................... It is then you begin to see.....the reason God gave you life.................to Live

Aaaaaah...Yes....One year..It has been one year...wohooo... Well I have survived and gone through all and much more during this time... It seems so long long ago I came here as a Dentist not knowing head or tail of Banking... and hmm....today if not the master...I do know something....atleast if that is counting cash... very fast...hehehhe... Oh well...the corporate world teaches you a lot of things....How to deal with people.. Some are nice...some not so nice...some downright cruel and hard nuts to crack........hope I never cross paths again....So much back biting..and the Rat race..and the work pressure...and the 8-8 banking...though we are now 9-6....but oh well... I love working here...it is a great experience being in such a wonderful organisation...where I have as a dentist...got to learn so much and have become a much more...matured person...than before...I know who to talk..and who to speak to make a difference... Then there are people like Ramesh Sir and Nagi who is a...