Here I Am..This..is Me...

Life hasn't changed much..Same ICICI Velachery... Same old routine...same old friends... Made some new...cut some old...useless ones.. Otherwise things are pretty much the same... Satya and me fight often,but make up... and still care for each other.... Satish and me fight and still care so much for each other... Sundar and me rarely speak,but do try to keep in touch.... other than that there are Shoba and Nisha,my eternal favourites... My guardian angels....in times of need.... Then there is Kamala,a 19th march..................a fellow piscean.. a carbon copy of me....in the wild,free spirited good old younger days.... There is still Nagi Ma...who has moved to kerala,and hasn't changed much... who still keeps in touch thru sms... or mails.... Other than that there are not much people who I can count on.... I am really grateful to god for sending me such good people into my Life.... Friendships take time..and the one's that endure the test of time... are t...

As another Birthday comes near... I sit and think of all the memories of the past birthdays gone by.. Why should this birthday be any different... Is it again that date in the calendar or is it going to make a rebirth of sorts in me... Let me hope that good things come my way,this coming year and I get what  I want so dearly...this year at least.... Be it cherished friends,Be it Love..Be it Happiness..... I deserve it..and I want it...

Love began when you smiled at me.. Love began so suddenly... It hurts that you avoid me some days.. Its hurts so much that my heart pains... Is it that you pretend I don't exist or is it.. that you plan to avoid me.. I miss you so much,Is it not clear to you.. I love you so much Is it not known to you... It hurts when you leave me alone... It hurts so much that my heart pains... Is it that you act as if you don't know.. When all is known to you... Is it that you hide your feelings so much.. that It is evident to me... I miss you so much...Is it not clear to you... I love you so much,Is it not known to you... Silences often start love stories... Sometimes...things are left unsaid... But the eyes can catch the truth.... Your silence is made my world...sad... My eyes are welled with tears... It hurts me when you don't respond to me.. Not even hearing what I say... I miss you so much,Is it not clear to you... I love you so much,Is it not known to you.....

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Valentines it's supposed to be the day for lovers... Why can't it be for friends...come on so what If we have friendship's day... Pish Posh...I love my friends ...and I don' t need one single day to celebrate them... Friends have been by my side thru good and bad.... Now if you say As a Valentine...Well the significant other is no more there in my life... We grew apart and fate as you know has it's strange ways... It was hurting in the beginning...but slowly I forgave for all the wrong doing done to me... I forgave ..because maybe partly the fault was on my side..cos I trusted so much... But ultimately I am alone...and it's Valentine's Day.... and I miss that other so much...

Its not hard to be a friend.. a single smile,a hello,a helping hand.. I have found such friendship in so many people... Many of them are still friends... but I choose you.. You will have my "Closest" and "Bestest" Friend...title... Cos your smile brightens my day.. Its the "Good Morning" that brightens my mornings... I am not joking.. Its not that I don't hear wishes since I get up... But it's your wish thats seems special... You say that you are no use to me.. But why should I only look for gain in friendship.. It's the companionship that I love.. The secret jokes,the lovely names.... the help rendered that without asking.. Thats the wonderful friendship I share... After a hard day at work..simply talking to you is a relief...it's like you and me against the whole world.. Thats why I choose you...

John Lennon observed that "life is what happens while you were making other plans."  Life will not wait until we are ready or until we catch our breath.   Winners learn to thrive on chaos.  They see and seize opportunities, and love the wild ride.  They recognize the risks and enjoy the drama, while operating from a place of inner calm. In a world swirling with change and chaos, winners keep their balance, take care of themselves and focus on their goals.