Why Me??

Ho come on....everyone gets married,has kids...and has a life...

then why me...why am I single? Is it fate or a cruel way of life...to deprive me

of happiness of married life...the happiness of having a husband to care for me....

I miss all that joys that comes with a married woman,it's not just having someone

to pick up and drop from and to office,I miss the companionship that comes with 

sharing your life with someone,so close,so near...that you feel that your heartbeats are 

one....your souls are one...and there is no distinction.....in your individualities..

Why is God troubling me...so much...Why is god testing me...so much....

Don't I deserve a chance at marriage ....or am I destined to be alone....forever...???