Here I Am..This..is Me...

Angry....? Anger is one of the most destructive forces in the world..it destroys relationships... friendships and makes your life a hell to live in.... I have exprienced anger in many forms and many ways,I have experienced in my friends, family and within myself...and ultimately realised that it yields nothing...but takes a lot away from you!!! You lose your sleep over a wrongdoing someone did to you,a promise not fulfilled,a job not done... and help not given in time...and you brew that anger within your body and believe me it's not a healthy sign.... These feelings buld over time and come out in many other ways as illnesses,heart attacks and nervous breakdowns... Take my word..I have suffered many a time,for my anger and have paid dearly for it... I was unbearable,and soft-tempered,but over the past few months have slowed my motor-mouth and let other's speak,I don't retaliate immediately ...but do so over time..... I have lost a few friends,loved one's and rubbed shou...

Well Well..Well... Holidays...come and go..but this week was a special ...much awaited holiday... One week,paid leave phew.....wat a relief....it's so nice that one could be at home,spend time with Mom and Viggy...and of course my dearest Lucky.... Went to Pratakivagana Devi Temple in Shollinganallur.....and took good darshan.....of the goddess....Hope that she gives some blessings our way... I needed this rest and rejuvination to make me get back on my feet... the past one and half years have been a roller coaster...ride..when I never stopped to think and never wanted to take rest until I became a Permanent Employee,just to prove that I had it in me.... In many ways...my father is responsible for my success..... He pushed me in unknown directions and tested my Strength and See where I am here...today... I wouldn't in my wildest of dreams ever imagined...I a dentist would be a Teller some day!!! Life sure takes strange turns and oppurtunities come in many disguises...Its upto y...

My Life is as normal as anyone else's ....... I am a normal indian girl with hopes and stars in the eyes... Though many a dream has been shattered...many a times I have strived for ...things beyond reach.... There are many times I have wanted to cry....Why me...Why am I the only one suffering.... Then I see an homeless man on the road,a handless girl walking to work...a blind man crossing the road...and it's then when I stop griping.... and get on with my life...... You see I am much more blessed and much more luckier than the street kids... I have a home,a family,a dog and a pair of goldfish abeit the fish died recently.................. But....What more can one ask for... Aaah,.....Love....is what I want today at this point of time....I want someone to come and sweep me off my feet,and care for me day in and day out...though this kinda of stuff..only exists in fairytales.... But a girl can sure wish can't she......... Enjoy every day as it's never going to come...back...